Yeah, I can't believe the day I left America was one month ago! It´s probably because I´ve been to Greece two weeks after I came back.
To be completely honest, the first days I haven't had much time to think about how much I miss America. I was still full of excitement of discovering my old world new.  It was my birthday, the day after I came back so family and friends came over and we had a great time. The same night I went to another birthday party. Uff guys I missed those parties haha! There was somebody who was in America too and I got all exited about it again haha but it if any other exchange student is fighting with wanderlust I can recommend to just talk about it too, share your experience with others, who know what you are talking about! That made me feel a lot better! And all in one when you have real good friends everything is alright anyways! On Monday we flew to Greece and I spend time with my family. I can recommend that to everybody who is doing an exchange year because you simply calm down a little and have time to realize what is happening and can just spend time with your family. Now I am back in Germany and will stay here for a little while haha. Most of my friends are still in school or are working. So I have enough time to sit at home and think about life haha. So yeah I miss America a lot. Especially when I go through old pictures it hurts, it really does. I am thinking about what people over there are doing right now. It´s always satisfying to me when I think about how life around this planet is so different. I am sitting in my bed right now and people in America are probably waking up or do whatever. I really am glad to be back and to get time to spend with my family and friends. But slowly I feel that I want to go back, you know I wish I could just teleport every second. I could never choose between Germany and the US. When I think about my friends starting their senior year soon and then graduating it makes me feels so jealous maaannn!! But even here where I am just sitting here and think about it, of course I am sad but I am also filled with with happiness and joy. Because the thought that I wouldn't have done this year and wouldn't have met so many people, that is a nightmare.